I am very worried about one of our members, I first came to know her at Renderosity through her art.  You may recall her from here or you may be more familiar with her at Renderosity, she posted here just enough to earn the rank of "Potiential Regular".  She is known here as Angel and over there as Kalliandra

The Kalli who I have come to know via our communications, is a wonderfully sweet and kind girl full of life and love as is shown in her artworks.  But now, she is sliding down into a pit darkness, sadness, and dispair.

Her last posted picture is a selfportait of her being about to be engulfed and consumed by darkenss.  Her once happy writings on her Renderosity home pages have been replaced by two short statements.  For the intro "I can't show my pic."  For the Bio "-falling apart-".  The last message I recieved from her arrived last night, and it was heart wrenching.

Please include her in your thoughts and prayers; if you can, please, send her some messages of encouragement.  I don't think she will return here soon, so email and IM through Renderosity might be more effective at this time.

Thank you.
Pangor

How long has about one of our members he or she first came to know her at Renderosity through her art been bothering you? Have you asked her about it?

    

In march she was very happy about her boyfriend. Probably something wrong should be happened with him for falling in that mood   . I think she needs some girls "sisterhood" (right ?). In any case I'll write to her.

Do you write fiction on nonfiction?

I wrote a mail to Angel honey...

Did they write back?

no, I hope she will write back soon

When you say "sisterhood" did you mean me.   Yes I'm at her age but I never had a boyfriend (note: this don't mean I like girls.   ) so I can't say anything about that but I'll write to her.

Come on. Where is that: her age but he or she never had a boyfriend note this do not mean he or she like girls?

It's here Posy in Dobrich (also known as Tolbuhin ,named after some general) in Dobrudja , Bulgaria 03:05 am .  

You're kidding.   here Posy in Dobrich also known as Tolbuhin named after some general in Dobrudja Bulgaria 0305 am is?

I'm not kidding I am here.

Maybe I won't PM to her, I wouldn't know what to say or how to express myself wright in english but she will be in my prayers for sure...

Thank you.

From January 27'th of this year to now in order of uploading these are the titles of her works.

 "The Kiss (Repost)"
 "~A Time For Dancing~"
 "True Love's Kiss"
 "~*~Goodbye Tears~*~"
 "~*~Wish I Was There~*~"
 "~Dancing On The Edge~"
 "~Striving For Perfection~"
 "Thank You (For high_velx... my sweetie)"
 "~Tears of My Heart~"
 "~Unique~"
 "~Evening Sky~"
 "Save Me From The Dark"

Her description entry for a prior work:

Quote:

I hate goodbyes... :'(

I drew this sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo fast... really really fast Nothing special... its just about something I dread... Thanks to everyone who had commented and rated in the past! I means so much! And also those who have added me or my images to their fav lists! You guys are so sweet! Bye! If anyone wants to talk to me, just IM me! Bye everyone!! *hugs*

This time the description is:

Quote:

...call my name and save me from the dark... bid my blood to run... before i come undone... save me from the nothing ive become...

'Evanescence... bring me to life...'


...you cant save me...

K

This was the only one of her works that I have commented on and did not rank.  Instead I posted a brief comment and sent her an IM asking about her condition.  I was hoping that the picture and comments was only a case of her trying out a new style, but  her reply as a comment to the picture  made it clear that she was feeling that way.

Pangor

I saw her new pic at R'osity (probably uploaded this night) and it sared me. Usually I'm not afraid of such things.